I know, I know – y’all have been wondering what is going on.
I haven’t felt like writing, I haven’t felt like much. My head hurts all the time unless I take pain meds which loop me out…it is a hard place to be.
We still aren’t sure if the new chemo is shrinking the narcosis (I need to call to see when my apt is).
I don’t know – this pain sucks, not being able to drive sucks, not having any feeling in leg is tiring, blah, blah blah.
This is honestly why I haven’t written…I don’t feel I have anything positive to say.
I want to paint and write again but then again I don’t feel like – it is a hard place to be.
I will try to do a better job with the updates but no real promises!