I don’t want to be brave.
I don’t want to be inspiring.
I don’t want to be strong.
I don’t want to have to be this person I have to be…
This person I am
This person who doesn’t have a choice
But to be strong
To be courageous
I want to breakdown
I want to say f*ck it all
I want to eat my pain away
I want a magic wand to wave
And all this shit to go away
Tomorrow is the day – brain surgery
I can’t say I am not scared
I can’t say I can make heads or tails out of this whole
situation
I can’t say I am ok
2 comments:
Rene,
I will be praying for you!
xx
Anne
Renee, I wish you didn't have to be this person. I wish this was all a bad dream. You have HAD to be strong for so long now, you must be incredibly weary. I'm praying with all my heart and wish I could make it go away or just do something... anything. I'm here if you need me and hope it goes well tomorrow. <3<3<3
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