This has hands down been the worst treatment to date. I would easily take a crappy infusion compared to this. I guess I can say today is better – I feel like crap verses yesterday I felt like complete sh*t.
This is not the norm – THANK YOU GOD. It is the bone medicine Zoledronic Acid that is used to help strengthen my bones. From what Eric read, this should be a one-time gig – again, THANK YOU GOD.
My bones hurt like nothing I have ever felt – even my ankles and toes hurt.
My skin hurts – even when Ian hugs me it hurts.
I am cold even outside in the heat.
I am so tired but I can’t sleep and I can’t get up and do anything because when I stand I think I might throw up.
I tried to go to the Ladies Tea yesterday at church but had to leave about half way through – I hurt too badly.
We went to church this morning and I was a wreck. I cried more than usual and I just couldn’t get centered. We then went to lunch and the “spicy” sandwich I ordered didn’t taste – Eric said it was very spicy.
I am praying that tomorrow this hurt is gone because my heart hurts too.