I guess I won’t know until after it is over.
I feel myself getting nervous – trying to line things up around the house, make sure Ian has something to do this weekend because I know I am going to need to “just be” most of weekend and for that I already feel guilty….be alone, it to be quiet, just be to heal.
There is way too much nervous energy around here.
Me and mom are going to go get me a new purse and out to lunch while Ian is at camp before Eric takes me to radiation…I guess I shouldn’t have a glass of wine at lunch before my brain gets blasted with radiation?!?!