I think at some point through this "journey" I have felt more powerful then the cancer and then the next day I feel like an ant about to be squashed to death by an unknowing foot.
I feel like living with Stage 4 cancer is like playing frogger on a daily basis...will something unseen hurt me today?
While I have the days, I make to-do lists so don't get too caught up in the game I play in my head.
My daily to-do list: believe my prayers,make my thinking hopeful, do my cancer blasting meditations, and much more. But the thing is, I know others do this too....and they are no longer here with us on earth.
So then I am left to ask myself "why does this work on my body and not other bodies?"
I just don't know.
A beautiful 30 year old was taken from her earthly home.
Amber you were as sweet as one comes. You made a difference in the lives you touched and I am sure so many others who you never met. You my dear will be missed by many, and I thank you for all the love and help you spread while you were here.